if only my parents knew how i felt...

watched Wall-E with family..
got back some results from post trials...
my sis finished her UPSR...
i am waiting for my incoming PMR...
Am still waiting anxiously for "twilight"...
in a numb mode...
a big lump appeared on my arm by the cause of over-playing-badminton...

That's all! ^^

daniel asked deb out for lunch, and that stupid girl ask her sis and her pet bro to teman her. She's freaking ruining everything...daniel..i pity u..-____-"

i just finished my post trials, but suddenly i don't feel the mood of celebration going around, everyone are still as moody as usual. i guess that everyone is so used to having so many exams at one go, they don't seem to be enthusiastic about it. went to maths tuition, while everyone wa doing some algebraic exercises, i was walking around the class sitting from one place to another. and no its not because im bored or being childish...its because i got up to ask teacher a question and stupid justine go sit on my seat, and wouldn't budge so i sat at his place and then i got up to ask teacher another question, and stupid dillon go sit on my place so i sat in his place. So i was practically constantly changin places. Oh well.

i forgot to mention that there were 2 new guys in my science tuition. from usj 13. jason and darren if im not wrong. li jian and edwin were trying to catch flies during tuition and fry them on the electrical bat. they managed to catch one and you could see the sparks coming out of the bat. it was going bzz.bzz..bzzz and it smelled. dillon took the dead fly out and somehow i dunno how cut the fly into a half. some white thing came out which i suspect is the fly's stomach.

currently in a numb mode...

im gonna skip the exam part and start with the finish-school part. So i was a little late to meet up with xing and yi chen. i had my reasons.
REASON: deb wants to see daniel...awwww love birds
By the time i reached the school gate, they were gone, and i gurantee i walked past the pengawas's room, library and canteen THREE times and still couldn't find em. i practically asked everyone i knew where were they. i gave up at last knowing i was all "alone".

Oh well, at least mun and jason temaned me for a while. Jason said i recently looked kinda lonely and moody. and then i went like what the heck?! o_O i do?? Jason went home early. me and mun watched shawn play "volley bottle" with his friends.*a new version of volley ball
Mun went home after that, and then i was all lonely...i am so lonely...i have nobody....for my ownnnnnnnnnnnn~

but my transport auntie did come....eventually. Shawn and Caleb are gonna help me with my maths and sejarah. and i shall move forwards towards being succesful in PMR! LOL!
Shawn gave me a maths book today. It used to be his. Went to ace-ed jus now. i did my part of the acting with jonathan. MANN! was he funny. i was half acting half laughing. but it was good while it lasted. that's all for today. Cherrio!

deb tak jadi ask daniel out so i oso malas to post about them in my blog.

this week- post trial exam week
*might not be posting that often
We had maths and english paper 2 on monday...science and malay ytd. Science was okay. But i think i'm going to fail BM my paper. I know alot of ppl had said this but i think i'll flung because my usage of language is like rojak!

the followings are what i wrote in my BM paper:
Ibu Bapa- Mama Papa
menghentikan- "pause"kan
-lari macam orang gila
- ingat ada hantu pulak
-aku menendang "nyawa" kedua dua pencuri tersebut
- aku relek sikit

So whoever does not agree that i'll flung, your karangan must be worst than mine. I want to watch TWILGHT! @_@

reported what happened ytd to mun...deb kena scolding by him LOL... deb was asking me if she should invite daniel out for lunch, me and mun ask her to go for it but that girl ah, too "kia si". we had chinese trials today..all i can say is that let's just hope i could get at least a pass because it was so freaking hard..ahhhhh!!!

during recess today i went to buy drinks and he was standing beside me, but the whole situation was like silent... i guess we pretended as though we didn't knew each other, haih. i was wondering if we are still friends. Oh well, too late to think about it now. Had maths tuition today. Teacher Melinda told us something really terrifying. she use to have a friend who works in a alqotuar...(a place where ppl slaughter animals)*i don't know if i spelt that word correctly... anyway, her friend was working in the alqotuar for MCDONALDS and he said that our beef patties are made out of cows head...now that includes the eyeballs, brains, nostrils and other disgusting stuff you could ever think of. Not long after that, Teacher Melinda's friend was transferred to the quality section where they inspect the qualities of the animals coming in. He said one day 2 carcassas was sent in and none of them could identify what in the world those animals were. He said that the flesh was already falling into peices and rotting. Worst of all, they were still considering of selling it till he protested. OMG!

Yea i know, its disgusting. Half of the class was alreading stating that they're converting into a vegeterian when Teacher Melinda had finished. Some say they'll live on plain fish. Well that's what most of us are eating now, and outside food taste nice so...Mcdonalds anyone?

studi group wasnt as good as i expected. i mean like studyin with subi them was okay, it's just the chemistry between deb and daniel didn't work out really well. apparently they didn't had anything to talk about. and deb was trying her best to work out the situation but instead end up asking weird questions which i'm not going say.

daniel said something to me. and i was really worried when they both just sat there doing nothing. But at least something was better than nothing, at least they both talked. And i was talking something to dillon in the rujukan room and ee jie and subi keep on disturbing us. Finding excuses saying that we were doing "something something" inside the rujukan room in the library. Come on la, being with him was the last thing i wanted to do. LOL! i mean like we are close but not that close to that extend. and dillon still likes his girl. and im not interested.

after sending subi home, reached home really late. slept till 7pm and mom woke me up to take a shower. so i skipped dinner. i don't feel like eating anyways. went to ace-ed-venture. I got my book back, Arghh!!!!! i got a C in "the fable for tomorrow". i was quite dissapointed with myself. the worst writing peice i ever wrote. *sighs

ohh and i read mellie's diary by "accident". sorry mellie! ^^"
Edwin said something really weird, i was talking to my friends and he said out loudly "Alyssa, later say that you're sexually aroused" and i went like okay....
Elaine dearest is going to help me change my blogskin so that's all for today. Cherrio!